After surviving the first time Calley had "something scary" wake her up in the middle of the night, it sure was blissful waking up next to her this morning.
As I felt her tender little kisses on my cheek, I pretended I was still asleep... and then before she knew it... I was smothering her with "mommy" hugs and kisses! Just as I think about it right now, as my heart smiles, I do too.
This is how I want to start every day! All the while I was kissing Calley, I couldn't help thanking God for being so blessed.
Telling myself that it was okay for me to mourn the loss of my boys was one of the better ideas I have had lately. For some reason it had a positive sub-conscience affect on me. It allowed me to be okay with being sad, and then "starting over" per say today.
After having such a loving morning with my little girl, (which by the way I just realized yesterday that she will be turning five, three weeks from tomorrow,) I decided to enjoy the rest of the morning watching her play at the park... I even had Daddy meet us there, Calley was so surprised!
I spent the entire day enjoying my family, even the little things in life. What a beautiful day that God gave me today!
Thank you God. I am so grateful for the life you have given me.
"At times our own light goes out and is rekindled by a spark from another person.Each of us has cause to think with deep gratitude of those who have lighted the flame within us." ~ Albert Schweitzer
"He is a wise man who does not grieve for the things which he has not, but rejoices for those which he has." ~ Epictetus
"As we express our gratitude, we must never forget that the highest appreciation is not to utter words, but to live by them." ~ John F. Kennedy
This is the day the LORD has made; We will rejoice and be glad in it. Psalm 118:24
Blessings to all!!
260 days to go...
260 days to go...
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