I just don't know what to say ...
So much going on... Please answer me this.. Does everyone else have as much DRAMA going on in their lives, want it OR not... can I possibly be the only one on earth going through as much as I am. I mean -- COME ON... SERIOUSLY??
My blog, in no way was intended to be used to deal with the challenges life has presented me with as of lately... HOWEVER maybe if you can see what I'm up against, then possibly you will be able to understand or possibly have a glimpse as to why I tick the way I do...
|Updates by Stuart Miles|
1. WEEK 13 - NO CAR!!!! Car not ready, All parts and transmission are at a transmission shop, but its not getting done. First its the transmission, then its not, then its the computer, and now the transmission is getting rebuilt. What the HecK! Oh, it's under warranty.
2. Blackberry Enlightenment... "Merit" finally comes forth - SHE GOES TO THE POLICE TO FILE A COMPLAINT STATING SHE WANTS ME TO STOP SENDING MESSAGES ON FB (Police said NOT going to happen... I'm not doing anything wrong!) SHE SHOWS UP WITH A DIFFERENT PHONE (She stated she found it at the same place I lost my phone... ***WHICH COME TO FIND OUT MY PHONE FELL OUT OF MY CAR AT THE MARKET not AT PETER PIPER'S.. Answers given to my questions made me think it happened at Peter Piper's and SHE did not correct me) "Merit" and her friend's efforts BACKFIRE! (Yes, somehow I found her calls and messages which she had made using the OTHER phone she found BUT SOMEHOW her calls all showed up on my phone records- BUT NOW she claims she did not find my phone!) "Merit" with two of her friends (Someone please tell her that they are not good for her!)... which have such a hold on her that the Police officer even noticed it,. Police officer said that several times she asked "Merit"questions, "Merit" wanted to answer, both friends prevent her from talking... Police see right through it. They see I have filed charges against her. "Merit leaves Police station feeling defeated!"
3. Both my sons have not only lost respect for me, but they do not want me in their lives. All I have to say about this is that "Sometimes words are spoken out of anger for the mere purpose of hurting the person they were intended for." and out of spite. How sad.
4. Calley has her environmental allergies which seem to be on hiatus for the past two and a half weeks, but still hold a dark cloud over our heads... Do we move? Almost seems inevitable... Is taking a chance on Calley's discomfort for one more year worth a shot? So many uncertainties...
5. My job... well keeping this on the down low. Not happy... not happy what-so-ever! Let's just say that YOU HAVE TO PRACTICE WHAT YOU PREACH or better yet WALK THE TALK!! (I better stop before I say something I am not ready to talk about). Let me finish by saying that I am a person who walks her talk... and expects the same
6. El Paso... WOW! Well, all I have to say is that I can not handle HEAT anymore (not to mention that most drivers need their licences re-evaluated)!
7. Oh and let's not forget that my 30th high school reunion is around the corner ... AND... well... I better start working out!! "I'm just saying!"
One Word... O V E R W H E L M I N G ! ! Life is being unreasonable and overwhelming at the moment!!
Blessings to all...
350 days to go!
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