There are two things I hate about being sick or laid back (whichever you prefer.)
- I feel forced to take it easy when there are tons to do, and
- As if I was painted into a corner, I am forced to think about life's happenings, or rather being left with my thoughts [because there is only so much tv one can watch, and I had to stay off my computer most of the day (should have been all day).]
Seriously, I do not want to go down that road anymore. I am so done with it. I have to keep telling myself that I can not change the past... It is done and over... I can not control what others do or think... I need to accept what has happened and I need to look forward.
Funny memory, I would always tell my sons that we always move forward in a car, not straight. Answer at the end of this post.
I also am aware, and keep reminding myself that I have learned from the past... I have become stronger from the past... I am who I am because of the past... I have accepted all that has happened and I am working for tomorrow.
As for each present moment I am a part of, I will continue to be the best person I can be... I will continue to take care of myself for a better lifestyle... I will do right by myself, giving myself new positive experiences to look back on.
Did you get it? answer: Most roads are not straight, they curve. Hence, we move forward.
Blessings to all!!
148 days to go...
PS... Sons, I love and miss you. To the moon and stars above and back. You are my sunshines.
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